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update.. [14 Feb 2008|07:46am] so today is the first day of my "sleep less" lifestyle any tips on how to sleep 5 house a night (midnight to 5am) and get up and feel like a million bucks? I am envious of all those people who bitch that they can never sleep. shit if i don't get enough sleep i get sick, i get cranky, i want to fucking kill myself. anyway i got up this morning at 5 am and went to the gym for an hour. now i am at work and its 740am. we don't have to be here till 9, but I'm leaving at 4 today because my mom is in town. I'm wishing myself goood luck with sticking to this because if i woke up and got the gym out of the way in the AM i would have so much more time to hang out & get freelance work done. I'm getting a boat load on money back on my taxes..over 2k. and I'm going to pay off one of my credit cards & i will still have money to spare. I went into my savings and bought a nice computer monitor to hook up to my laptop and now i have a sweet work station in my room.. i plan on doing lots more freelance work in hopes to pay off the rest of my credit card debit this year & still be able to spoil myself on a weekly basis and do whatever the hell i want because honestly life sucks when i don't get whatever i want because i can't afford it. LA weather is bumming me out.. 60s and overcast... i know i know its much better than the shit weather back east but i like 75 and sunny everyday. I've lost 22lbs since i moved here and i owe alot of it to the lovely LA weather.. it's so motivating. alight its not 7:45am now and i think i am going to pass out on my keyboard i need coffee. we will live with your

plans for 2008 [31 Dec 2007|05:58pm] + make lots of money + loose 10 more lbs + maybe run a half marathon + get another dog in august + visit home at least twice we will live with your

[16 Oct 2007|04:54pm] i got a dog and being in charge of a living thing is like something I've never felt before. it makes me way nervous. i can never have children. we will live with your

[13 Sep 2007|09:07am] MARCIE IS COMING TO VISIT ON MY BIRTHDAY! DISNEYLAND! 1 decision| we will live with your

[07 Sep 2007|03:53pm] i just spent an hour at work reading my journal from 2003-2004 it kinda made me want to go back to those days. i was drunk all the time and getting shit done and constantly surrounded by friends. not to mention writing some really hilarious journal entries. my god i feel old. 22 & over the hill. we will live with your

[04 Sep 2007|04:10pm] I'm listening to music i listened to a lot back in 2004/2005 and its making me miss driving up & down 93 in hoodie weather with the windows cracked and the crisp fall air going through my suicide jeep. FUCK send me pictures of the leaves's, fall time in new england is my favorite. seriously nothing compares. the smell of chimneys <3 i've kinda been missing cigarettes too. besides that, i went in the pacific ocean yesterday for the first time since i moved here. it was soooooooooo much fun. nothings the same out here at all, not in a bad way just not the same. 1 decision| we will live with your

[24 Aug 2007|10:12am] i've had bad dreams 3 nights in a row.. One may be consumed by their own anger, jealousy, love, or self-destructive behavior. For example, you may be drinking too much or exhibiting open hostility toward others around you. You may subconsciously be threatened by these actions which have been jeopardizing your relationships and/or career. Your dreams are a way of calling attention to these self-destructive actions. duh. makes so much sense we will live with your

[23 Aug 2007|10:14am] I'm a really big mess sometimes, like falling down on Hollywood blvd and crying for no reason... I'm slightly embarrassed. however there are a handful of people i could do this in front of and not be embarrassed bryan marcie jackie hillary and jeff because I've seen him in equally bad states :) oh gosh that was rough. we will live with your

[03 Aug 2007|05:43pm] i finally found a place. its a house with a backyard, a deck, a bbq, 2 awesome girls and 2 chocolate labs. there's a room attached to the garage and right now there's random stuff in there but I'm going to clean it out and make it nice for people to stay in so come visit me. 3 decisions| we will live with your

[18 Jun 2007|05:51pm] + i live in los angeles now. it's fucking weird. + i have a new job that pays me more than i thought i'd be making. + i have a new black jetta (well new to me) & next saturday i'm getting a new stero in it and tinting the windows. ghetto fantastic. + by the end of this week i will have a new apt. + i found a 2 story forever 21 with a guys section and a lingerie section. it blows my mind. - i have yet to get drunk on the beach i cant believe i have an amazing friend who is moving across the country with me even though she's never been to Cali. only erin. i misssssssssssssssssssss some of you. 2 decisions| we will live with your

[21 May 2007|04:01pm] 3 more days left in boston 1 in nh 4 in ny then la in two weeks i'll be living across the country, have a new car, and hopefully be on my way to being orange. oh shit :( i'm going to miss some of you. please visit i hope i don't get too drunk and drown in the ocean. 1 decision| we will live with your

[07 May 2007|08:42pm] this isn't fair. i'm taking time off this week to spend time with my friends. I want to grab all my close friends and never stop hugging them. this is making leaving them so much harder. what the fuck. i spent saturday night with the 4 most important people to me having the time of my life & at the same time someone elses most important person was being ripped away from them. this isn't fair i don't know what to do with our convo in my myspace inbox, i was surprised you wanted to see me before i left but that's just the kind of person you were. kelly r.i.p. there has to be something better waiting for you. <3

it's really happening [20 Apr 2007|12:24pm] 4/25-5/1 - los angeles - i have job interviews & looking at apartments 5/3 - last day of college classs 5/10 - juries for portfolio 5/11-5/15 home in ny 5/18 - going away party 5/20 - graduation 5/25 move out of boston 5/31 - fly/move to los angeles and of course i'm working everyday at my internship that i have no listed above. i kinda feel like crying but i'm also really happy. 1 decision| we will live with your

[05 Apr 2007|07:48pm] i sent my resumes out last night and i already have an interview. yes yes yes the place looks awesome too i repeat yes yes yes los angeles here i come. ill be there in 3 weeks and then back in boston for another 3 weeks and then movvvvinggg holy crap we will live with your

[03 Apr 2007|04:03pm] every time i look at my cover letter/resume/portfolio i get ridiculously angry, my brian shuts down and i really feel like i want to scream fuck and punch someone. people tell me 100 different things and give me all different kinds of feedback for fucks sake i am going to explode. all i want to do is send it out and be done with it. i was excited in the beginning and now i'm just over it. while having a panic attack about work and my cover letter and everything else that goes into finding a job/graduating/moving all at the same time my teacher said to me "of all the seniors you're the one i'm least worried about it" regardless if he meant it or not it's what i needed to hear. i kinda always knew i was the best but at stressful times like this the best never seems like enough (i'm really not the best i'm just the most physco organized have work experience know what i'm doing senior because everyone else is a classic art student and laid back and will "figure it out" and well lets just say i have a day to day schedule for the next 5 years of my life and if one day throws me off this schedule i loose it) FIVE MORE WEEEKSSS and then i am done. dear god i need like 10 beers, or a bottle of wine. 2 decisions| we will live with your

[24 Mar 2007|10:42pm] i just made a schedule for the next two months and what i realized was that 1. it will be a miracle if everything gets done to my standards 2. i will have to give my two weeks to the gap tomorrow i've worked there for over three years, it upsets me to think about leaving and not seeing everyone and it upsets me greatly to think about having to pay full price for clothes. the truth is i just dont have the time to be there on the weekends anymore.. i'll be away in cali for one of the weekends and then the other weekends need to be devoted to work. this also mean i will not have time to see anyone, so the next and last time you will be able to see me before i move will be may 26th or 25th when i have a going away party greylock style. i kinda feel like crying but at the same time i cant fucking wait. everyday i feeeeel like im having a fucking anxiety attack these two month need to be over stat. actually everything will be done may 10th and then i can breathe. 2 decisions| we will live with your

[14 Feb 2007|12:15pm] what a shitty shitty day. i hate this weather. hate hate hate hate. and the cure is on repeat here at the offfice, which usually is a good thing. OMGggGSZZZzz i am cold 24 hours a day 7 days a week & im over it. my bedroom is a freeezer, no joke. we will live with your

scorpio & pisces [28 Jan 2007|10:21pm] this stuff cracks me up because it always seems so ridiculously true. Romantic Compatibility Provided by: Astrology.com Scorpio & Pisces When Scorpio and Pisces make a love match, theirs is a splendid union of much respect and understanding. These mates share the same Element -- Water -- and thus have keen insight into one another's minds and hearts. Scorpio is very profound and covert, often caught up in their own secret plans, while Pisces is idealistic and looks for the nuances of a situation. However, Pisces also has a tendency to withdraw into their own mind, and can forgive Scorpio for being mysterious or withdrawn at times. Both Signs are intuitive and in touch with the subtleties of human interaction. Scorpio can help Pisces fulfill dreams and ambitions -- to turn ideas into reality. The Scorpion will provide a steadfast foundation for the relationship to revolve around, and the more ephemeral and intuitive Fish will become entangled in Scorpio's web. In return, Pisces offers gentleness, kindness, and sympathy, which Scorpio admires and appreciates. Scorpio is interested in certain material comforts and intense emotional dramas, and at times cannot understand the simplistic, charitable attitude of Pisces. Their long-term aspirations can be completely unalike. Once they can understand and overcome this difference, theirs will be a very rewarding relationship. Mars and Pluto rule Scorpio, and Jupiter and Neptune rule Pisces. Mars is the ancient God of War, and Scorpio individuals are living proof of this aggressive, courageous, daring and sometimes-belligerent influence. When Pluto combines with Mars, Pluto comes to symbolize new beginnings. Scorpio can take it, but they can also most certainly give it. Jupiter's rule of Pisces represents philosophy, expansion and excesses. The Neptunian influence gives Pisces a dreamy aura and a love for popular culture and media. Pisces dreamy, ethereal energy softens their Scorpio love's rough edges. The composite power of these four planets creates a balanced relationship, one of drama and emotional intrigue; this is a true celestial bond. However, a Scorpio mate must let their beloved Fish swim about a bit; a sensitive Pisces will suffocate under too many demands. Scorpio and Pisces are both Water Signs. They're so compatible because Water is a tangible, physical entity, and both Signs appreciate and use this characteristic to their advantage. The destiny of a Pisces is to bring people together, and when this energy meets Scorpio's intensity and tenacity, there is no stronger bond. Also, Scorpio has an absolutist view of life; everything is either golden or tarnished. A patient Pisces opens the world up to their Scorpio mate, allowing them to see the bigger picture rather than just all that minute detail. Scorpio could grow weary of Pisces's unsteadiness, and Pisces may see Scorpio as self-absorbed and insensitive to their emotional needs. Still, it's not beyond these partners to seek out and find a compromise. Scorpio is a Fixed Sign, and Pisces is a Mutable Sign. Scorpio puts their energy into one thing at a time, but Pisces skips around to wherever their feelings take them. Pisces, as a Mutable Water Sign, then, molds easily into their Scorpio lover's life and pastimes. In turn, Scorpio needs to give Pisces the freedom to enjoy personal interests. A Pisces can show a Scorpio that flexibility can be fun and exciting, that compromise can be reached without a big fight or struggle. The energies of a Scorpio and a Pisces feed off of one another's energy well, making for a powerful and emotionally satisfying union. What's the best thing about a Scorpio-Pisces love match? Their similarly intense emotional natures, their shared sensitivity to the undercurrents of life, to the more ethereal magic of love. This is a relationship of harmony and fulfillment. Scorpio and Pisces both live empathetically and seek true, profound commitments, and this connection will keep the ties strong and their love enduring. 1 decision| we will live with your

[24 Jan 2007|01:47pm] graduation = may 20th thats less than four months away i only have 8 credits left i need a job that will pay me at least 40,000 a year. i have so many bills now and ill have about twice when i grad because of school loans. & thn rent and a car payment. i'm excited for real life but i really hope i can afford it. caliiiifooooorrrrnnnniiiiiaaaaaa is still all i think about. 2 decisions| we will live with your

[10 Jan 2007|05:34pm] i have a major shopping problem i love new things i love love love new things 3 decisions| we will live with your

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